Thank you for being holy and just. This situation with Jacob is so far out of my comfort zone. I have no idea what to even think or do. I am so thankful that this isn't unknown to you. You know how many hairs Jacob has on his head and he is your child. I am trusting you with him. I am only borrowing Jakey from you and I pray that you give me the tools to care for him if its your will. I pray for the doctors today and all the days of his life. Please heal Jacob or give us peace about his condition. I love you and thank you so much, every day, every second for this wonderful child. He is fearfully and wonderfully made.
As the women at Bible study reminded me last night...
I have all kind of crazy emotions right now. So many I can't even describe, so I have to hold on tight to what I know is true and right. I have to hold on tight to my God and trust in His word and His promises. He will never give me more than I can handle.
"I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well." Psalm 139:14
Jacob is fearfully and wonderfully made. God, knowing he was a special needs child, gave him specifically to me. What an honor and blessing from God. What a compliment that he trusts me with this precious child. I will faithfully take care of him and lean on God when I have no idea what to do. I hope you realize that too. God gave you this amazing child to care for. He knew this child needed extra care and extra attention and YOU were the mom he chose for the job. What an honor. Praying for the other moms having a hard time right now.